the lost i can’t explain

I don’t even know her personally.

I know her only from television and newspapers, like everybody else.

 I know that she was a very great and loyal wife, gentle, kind hearted and caring woman, and a wife of a genius man. And she has that pretty motherhood face.

And that’s all I know about her.

I don’t even know her personally.

But I just can’t explain why I get really sad about her demise.

I guess it’s because I know that her husband loves her so much, and the fact that now he lost his life mate breaks my heart.

I guess it’s because I see a strong husband getting weaker, and looks older.

I guess it’s because I see a cheerful man having a dark cloud covering his soul.

I guess it’s because I see that genius man fatefully let her beloved wife go..

I don’t even know her personally.

I can’t explain why, but I can feel the lost.

Good Bye Mrs. Ainun Habibie.. may you rest in peace.